"You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment
if you do not trust enought"-Frank Crane
"What lonliness is more lonely than distrust?"-T.S. Eliot
"It is impossible to go thru life without trust;that is to be imprisoned
in the worst cell of all, oneself"-Graham Greene
Okay so it's obvious that I have a big problem with trust. I want to open up but so much I fear I can't share. I have opened up before and shared private things and it only came back to bite me. I felt I have been betrayed so many times by so many people. So I find myself keeping alot of things inside. When I do let my guard down, I automatically get filled with regret for what have I just done? Have I said too much? Have I shared too much? I hate that regret and guilt. But much worse, I hate feeling I must keeps things to myself that I know need to let out.
I am a pretty open person; so imagine what all I feel I must keep inside!
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♥ I belive in God and I'm not ashamed to admit it. I don't consider myself religious but I am very spiritual. I believe that God is closer to us than our own spirit.♥ I am a sinner. I am a saint. I am a work in progress. I try to be good, do good but I do stray from the path from time to time.♥ I try to be positive and sometimes it is quite difficult. I still keep trying, believing, hoping, dreaming.♥ I believe in smiling; Looking people in the eyes. I have a big ole heart. I care.♥ I am a worrier, goofball, romantic, a lover of animal, veteran and nature causes.♥ I believe in treating others with respect and dignity, having faith, rooting for the underdog, doing onto others as you want done onto yourself, telling the truth, being kind, supporting and encouraging, standing up for what I believe and value, having a sense of humor, being thankful being accountable, committed and recognizing limitations.♥ I strive to keep learning and growing.♥ I try not to judge but I'd be lying if I said I wasn't sometimes judgemental. I try to have an open mind and love all for who they are to me.♥
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The sea is calling me, but only for a time, a time to return to thee and thy love divine. I swim out among waves, through the rocks the and great caves, thinking only of thee my love... Although we are from different worlds it never could be wrong, for thou knowest I will return, singing the mermaid's song... The clams, oysters, whales know it to be true, that all is love and all my love I only give to you... So come to me, oh sailor on the land, come with me and gently take my hand... For I will love you always, and always is as long as the sea meets the sand..
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