♥ BLESSED ♥
(Pronounced like blest, not blesid)
Meaning: bringing happiness and thankfulness;
enjoying happiness; joyous; lucky; fortunate
"No matter what, through lifes ups and downs, I am blessed"
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
another pic
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Introducing the love of my life!!!!!!!!






Lily
Born April 16, 2009
7:06 p.m.
7 pounds 6 ounces
19.25 inches long

And my life will NEVER be the same!
Yet another reason, if not THE reason, why I am blessed!


Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Big day approaching sooner than I thought
Well, tomorrow is the big day!
I will be going in for scheduled c-section
at 5:30 p.m.
Looks like little Lily will be here
tomorrow night.
I am not ready. Don't believe I ever
will be. Is anyone ever really prepared?
I am having intermittent moments of
nervousness, fearfulness, bewilderment,
anxiousness.
Everyone says relax and I can't really.
Everyone says that it will be ok. How do they really know?
Everyone keeps saying I'll be a good mom. How do they know that?
My mind keeps going a mile a minute. I can only imagine
just how freaked I will be tomorrow.
I so hope they will give me something immediately
to calm me down....that is if I haven't stroked out or
had a heart attack first.
Praying for calm and peace and mostly a healthy baby!
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Lily's room--slideshow :)



Update-
As of Tuesday, April 7, my last doc appointment
I was told that she wanted to induce me on Thursday,
April 16th. No reason given. So of course, I said I
would rather not. Why not wait till actual
due date of April 23rd? Then I was told that
I could be having a C-section since I am built
very narrow.
Two things I was not expecting to hear.
Doc wanted me take the weekend to think about it.
I am still leaning on waiting till the 23rd.
I know my doc will not let me go past my due date.
Next doc appointment is April 14.
If she gives me a real reason to go on and be induced
then perhaps I will consider it more seriously.
I know this is all natural but I as I have said before
this is ALL new to me. Still not ready.....and I wonder
if I ever will be?
Have you ever tried to imagine just how something will be?
Well, that's me and motherhood, just can't seem to wrap
my brain around the concept. Makes me so apprehensive and
bit embarrassed. Shouldn't I be excited and full of anticipation?
Instead, I still am in disbelief and full of apprehension.
Guess I will soon be having to get over it.
Blessings!
Sunday, April 05, 2009
Funny
Love this!!!!!!



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