or letting it out
sometimes it's damned if you do
damned if you don't.
Felt disppointed about something today
and then there was fear and guilt.
Something bothered me today.
Something that could change everything.
Maybe I am over reacting.
Maybe every thing will be just fine.
I felt I was going along on calms seas
and all the sudden I see this dark cloud
in the distance. Uh-oh.
Will the dark cloud pass?
Will it just be a figment of my imaginations?
Or will my seas become rocky?
Guess only time will tell.
Till then I worry. Worry about what ifs.
Worry about what I have already thought
and what I have already said.
Did I say too much?
Should I have spoke up earlier?
It's just this tangled mess in my head
and I hate this worry, fear, dread,
and this feeling of not knowing what
is to come.
Friendly comments appreciated.
About Me
- Name: Blessed
- Location: Kentucky, United States
♥ I belive in God and I'm not ashamed to admit it. I don't consider myself religious but I am very spiritual. I believe that God is closer to us than our own spirit.♥ I am a sinner. I am a saint. I am a work in progress. I try to be good, do good but I do stray from the path from time to time.♥ I try to be positive and sometimes it is quite difficult. I still keep trying, believing, hoping, dreaming.♥ I believe in smiling; Looking people in the eyes. I have a big ole heart. I care.♥ I am a worrier, goofball, romantic, a lover of animal, veteran and nature causes.♥ I believe in treating others with respect and dignity, having faith, rooting for the underdog, doing onto others as you want done onto yourself, telling the truth, being kind, supporting and encouraging, standing up for what I believe and value, having a sense of humor, being thankful being accountable, committed and recognizing limitations.♥ I strive to keep learning and growing.♥ I try not to judge but I'd be lying if I said I wasn't sometimes judgemental. I try to have an open mind and love all for who they are to me.♥
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A Mermaid's Love
The sea is calling me, but only for a time, a time to return to thee and thy love divine. I swim out among waves, through the rocks the and great caves, thinking only of thee my love... Although we are from different worlds it never could be wrong, for thou knowest I will return, singing the mermaid's song... The clams, oysters, whales know it to be true, that all is love and all my love I only give to you... So come to me, oh sailor on the land, come with me and gently take my hand... For I will love you always, and always is as long as the sea meets the sand..
--Ocean Carol
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I hate when that happens...
Hang in there... we have to say that this will pass.. as it usually does but it the meantime.. it's hell!!!!
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