glitter-graphics.com

Sorry if I seem to not be myself.
I really don't feel that I have been.
I guess the stress started coming out on
my blog on my 1/15/08 post.
I know I must sound like a broken record.
I just can't seem to shake this frustration.
Hence, the nice graphic to begin this post!
Surely, the stress is gonna ease, or better
yet cease.

Key factors to my stress right now:

1) They hired someone in my office
that I use to work with at my old job.
I have issues with this person. This
person also has brought back bad memories
of what I got away from. It's like a wound
re-opened. The scab just scraped back open
and left to heal again once the oozing stops.
(By the way, I should take the time to write
a whole blog post on my issues with this person
just to get your opinion)

2) This class I was in and happily
ended tonight, had an excessive workload/
assignments. For a few moments I contemplated
what have I got myself into? The facilatator
did not help this situation.
Even tho this class officially ended tonight
I still have one assignment due to turn in
by Friday and I am very confused on how to do
it correctly AND I do not know where I stand
in this class since I was doing poorly on
the quizzes. The teacher only gave us one
assignment back (which I will admit I failed)
in all the numerous assignments!!!

3)Their is an issue within my famiily
that I don't feel like divulging that
has just broke my heart to pieces. I
am hurting so badly for these family
members. When I think about the
situation I understand and then I don't.
Bottom line I am hurting for them and
feel so helpless to them. I want to help
but I can't.

4)I am going to this conference on
Saturday in another town about an hour
away. I don't know this town. I am
nervous about the topic. I have to
be on my "A" game and be very attentive
to the subject. I want this to reflect
on me positively in my workplace.
You know, be a team player, lookin' out
for the company, knowledgeable, but
I am so freakin' tired and I'm gonna
miss my neices's b-day party!!!!!!
Best part of all, I am taking off
some of the burden by going up on
Friday night so I won't have to
get up before the crack of dawn to drive
to someplace I don't know but guess
who I am splitting the cost and sharing
the room with??????
Yep, the person mentioned in #1.