So, it's Friday night and I am at home. I don't mind that I'm not out painting the town red. I am not bored but do feel a little lonely.
So here I am blogging and checking others blogs.
I'm feeling a little left out. I feel a little like Rudolph the red nose reindeer. No, I don't have a red nose. I just feel like sometimes that
I'm Rudolph and the other reindeers won't let me play in their
reindeer games.
No what I mean? Ever felt excluded? Ever felt that nobody wanted to
include you? Like you were the odd man out?
Kinda feeling like that. No, I'm not having a pity party. Just stating how
I feel. No big woop. It really doesn't matter. Just felt like blogging about
it.
I also feel like sometimes people act one way to me in private and another when they are around others. It's like I'm not cool enough or fun enough or interesting enough when others are around but they will make due with me when no one else is around.
Sucky feeling. But I'll be okay.
Kinda reminds me of immature, freakin' high school, childish behavior.
Don't fit in the click becuz I'm different; becuz I won't copy or do what all the cool kids are doing. Screw that. Grow up.
I just wish that if you don't like me you wouldn't even bother. Stay out of my world and go play with the kids you would rather be playing with.
Don't jerk my chain. Don't pretend with me. Go be with people that are more like you. I see right thru ya.

Okay, I'm done now.