**Funerals........what you can you say other than just sad. I was doing okay and then some song was played by Vince Gill and the hairs of my arms stood up. I don't listen to alot of country music (that's right, I don't really and I leave in KY, the south). I do love Vince Gill's voice. I happen to own one of his CD's. Well, the tears welled up in my eyes and of course, I had changed purses and had no tissue. I used the inside of my blouse.
And thank goodness for waterproof mascara! Seeing her children, her husband, her sister, and her parents. That just killed me. I can't stand to see someone suffer. I feel so helpless. All I can do is put is my arms around them and let them know I care. Not just today, when everything is so fresh but all the days to come when things somewhat start to settle.
I think people forget about things as time starts to pass. I think then is when you are needed the most.
Call me crazy but the cemetary was beautiful. I have always thought cemetaries were so peaceful. I don't mind being at the cemetary. Afterall, it's not the dead you have to worry about, it's the living. The service at the grave yard was short. I went up and put my hand on her silver coffin and told her that I was going to be here for her children. I took a pink carnation off the casket so I can dry and press it.
Two words: HEART WRENCHING.
She is at peace. God love her. God love and comfort the aching hearts of all those who miss her so much.

**On a positive note, it looks as though, I'm finally going to be getting that beach vacation I so badly wanted and needed. Looks as tho that in just a couple of weeks, me and my hubby are gonna go to Myrtle Beach for a week!
YEAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Funny story. My dad bought me the cutest ceramic froggie. It has some sensor in it that when you walk by it, it croaks. Well, it's the cutest thing and my puppy is freaked out by it. When he walks by it, he sets it off and then he starts barking at it. LOL. What a sight!

*Finally got some fresh, home grown tomatoes!!!!!!! Compliments of my dad. Also, my husband bought some fresh sweet corn. Gonna have a good ole dinner tonight.

*Back to work tomorrow. Only have to work 4 days. Big smile. Gettin' my hair done tomorrow. Trim, highlight and the too-much-fun eyebrow wax (yes, I'm being sarcastic). My hair is growing out from being very short. As in spiky short. Or punk rocker short. So I enjoy my trims to shape it up. I enjoy my highlights to cover the gray that I have. Not alot of gray but I don't like having these gray wiry hairs at 35!

*To end my post, question for ya'll:
If you were a rapper, what would your rapper stage name be??????

***********************BLESSINGS!!!!*****************************